It's already been a year... A YEAR!!!! OK more like a year and three months... I just rounded : )
WOW!!! So much has happened.... Well kinda!! From living here to living there... To not working and being a live in nanny to bartending and now serving. It's definitely been a crazy year!!!
And now I'm about to be turning a quarter of a century old soon... Whoa(in the only way 'whoa' would be remembered thanks to the show blossom)!!!!! And as much as this past year has been crazy... I feel I've lost a bit of my inspiration... But not my desire to return to the big city!! So recent thoughts and conversation(as well as the big 2-5 coming up) have made me want to kick myself back into my NY mind set... And starting to get sh** done!!! I've been in a rut for far too long and it's time to make all my ideas into reality... And one step at a time I will return to where I really want to be!!! As well as getting out of my rut, I've been saving for a car... but recently said "Fu** a car... I'm Moving Back!!!!" Why do I need a car when, where I want to be, I don't need it!!! I'd rather be saving up for a start to moving back and actually be able to live(rent, food, subway fare ect.) while I look for a way to stay(A JOB!!!)!!!
So my plan:
Along with things I've done like getting organized(I have tons of beads, buttons, and fabrics, odds and ends, ribbons and way more... Most of which I acquired from my internship. I got it all into shelves and bins where I can see it and use it, instead of boxed up and 'out of sight, out of mind')... And getting re-inspired( yay for subscriptions to W, Vouge, and Glamour!!! I also have been trying to find any style app for the phone)... I want to start working daily, a few hours a day when I'm not actually serving, and work on something different each time!!! Weather it be practice sketching, sewing, finding inspiration and everything in between!!!
So here we go again, on my journey back to the Big City!!! Follow me if you will, or don't... its up to you. In this yellow brick blog I will comment on everything from my everyday work as a server and my observations to struggles with my dream, be it break downs, break ups, to over coming my obstacles! Hopefully I will get atleast a chuckle... for me I know I laugh at most of what I tend to write about. And if not I know I will be able to look back one day at what I went through, to get to where I am(hopefully where I dream of being years down the road)!!!
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